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Title: It Hurts
Author: Revolution
rating:PG-13
summary: Everyone's feelings after At Destiny's End.
What's the matter Mary Jane, you had a hard day
so place the don't disturb sign on the door
You lost your place in line again, what a pity
You never seem to want to dance anymore
Emma lays on her bed , warm tears slide down her face as she tries to sleep.
"I love you," Tyler whispers in her head.
She wonders if he heard her return that love.
A heavy knock sounds at her door. She sits up and wipes the tears from her cheeks.
"Come in," she says.
Shalimar sticks her head in and smiles gently.
"We're going out," she exclaims "You in?"
"No," Emma replies.
Shalimar sits down on Emma's bed and places her hand on Emma's.
"You want me to stay with you?" she asks.
"I'll be fine," Emma says.
"All right," Shalimars replies kissing Emma's forehead "If you need me..."
"Go Shal," Emma whispers "go have some fun."
It's a long way down
On this roller coaster
The last chance streetcar
Went off the track
And you're on it
"No?" asks Jesse.
"Nope," replies Shalimar "I'm worried about her."
"She'll be fine, Adam's here. He'll call us if anything happens." Jesse exclaims wrapping his arm around her.
Shalimar knew he was right, yet she couldn't shake the feeling that Emma was not fine. She saw it in her young friend's eyes, something was gone. The spark in Emma's eyes that made her who she was had disapeared. Instead her eyes were dull with pain.
"I hope so," she whispers glancing back towards Emma's room.
I hear you're counting sheep again Mary Jane
What's the point of trying' to dream anymore
I hear you're losing weight again Mary Jane
Do you ever wonder who you're losing it for
Emma paces around her room, her fingertips lightly grazes the tops of various photos in her room. Pictures of Herself and Jesse, Jesse, Shalimar and Brennan, A picture of Her and Shalimar and one of her and Brennan. She looks at it and then she can feel the anger build back up. She screams as she hurls it against a wall. He didn't trust her, she thinks to herself. Bending down she lifts up the picture and sighs.
Well it's full speed baby
In the wrong direction
There's a few more bruises
If that's the way
You insist on heading
"Emma?" asks Adam as he runs into her room "Are you all right?"
Emma looked up at him with tears in her eyes.
"No," she whispers.
"Oh, Honey," Adam whispers wrapping his arms around her stroking her hair.
He wished that things had been different, that she had never been sent to the chemical factory in the first place. Maybe if he'd kept her at Sanctuary, she wouldn't be here crying like this.
"Don't blame yourself Adam," she whispered.
Please be honest Mary Jane
Are you happy
Please don't censor your tears
It wasn't Adam's fault, she thinks to herself. This wasn't something that she was placing blame on. As much as it killed her inside, she was glad that she met Tyler. He was everything she had wanted. He was sweet, loving, passionate and smart.
"It's no ones fault," she whispers.
You're the sweet crusader
And you're on your way
You're the last great innocent
And that's why I love you
Jesse looks out the window as the car sped along. He wonders why he's going out when one of their own is in so much pain. She'll be fine, he thinks, telling himself everything he said to Shalimar.
"Jess?" asks Brennan "You all right brother?"
Shalimar covers his hand with hers.
"We're all worried about her," she whispers.
"It's just not fair," he whispers "Emma never did anything to deserve this."
So take this moment Mary Jane and be selfish
Worry not about the cars that go by
All that matters Mary Jane is your freedom
Keep warm my dear, keep dry
Brennan slowly opens the door to Emma's room.
"Hi," he whispers when he sees Adam sitting next to her bed "How is she?"
"She's sleeping now," Adam whispers.
"Why don't you go to bed?" Brennan asks "I'll sit with her,"
Adam nods and walks quietly from Emma's room. Brennan sits down on the chair next to Emma's bed and looks around. He sees the broken picture and grimaces.
"I'm so sorry Em," he whispers.
Tell me
Tell me
What's the matter Mary Jane
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